what she means:
Everyone says that Jim Morrison died of a heroin overdose. How do you take heroin? Through needles. Jim Morrison was afraid of needles. People also say that he died because he thought he snorted cocaine, but it was actually his girlfriend Pam's heroin. But when you snort heroin it's already extremely dangerous, and you also only snort very small dosages. If Jim, who was already using cocaine frequently, was going to have a line or two of what he thought was cocaine, he'd been already doing it for a couple of years so wouldn't he have longish thick lines? Let's say he does. Jim supposedly died in his bathtub. Who the fuck is doing lines of cocaine of the rim of the bathtub? He'd probably do it off the sink, would he have the bathwater already ready? Probably not. He seemed like a spontaneous guy, he probably was going to do it afterwards. He snorts the heroin, long thick lines of it probably, thinking it was coke, he won't have enough time to make it into the bathtub and get all settled in. He'll OD within seconds, and fall to the floor. But then people say he did it at a club? Jim was fucking afraid of needles! He hated them! That's why he never got a tattoo or anything, he didn't like needles! He'd already been established in Paris for six months by then, he would've already found a dealer for weed, LSD and cocaine and any other drugs he was doing so he wouldn't do heroin out of a huge need to get high and there wasn't any other alternative. So he's at the club, and then there is the theory that he got murdered. His body was found in his bathtub in his apartment. That means, whoever killed him, dragged his 160-180 pound 6 foot tall dead ass back to his apartment, undressed him, ran his bathwater, put him in there, arranged him so he looked like he was just taking a normal bath and left. If I killed someone or found a corpse and didn't want to get pinned with anything, I wouldn't go back to his fucking apartment, where his girlfriend is, and run his goddamn bathwater. I mean, that's idiotic! Who the fuck is taking the time at four in the morning to do this shit? Why would you even kill him in the first place? And then there is the heart failure theory, which was the official cause of death despite no autopsy. Okay, Jim was 27 when he died. From what I've read, by that time, he was maturing the fuck up. Gone were the days of 1968/69 and tight curly hair, leather pants and pulling his dick out on stage. While in Paris, he'd apparently lost weight, shaved, and wasn't drinking or smoking as much. The drugs were also on the down low. He was maturing, he was growing the fuck up. He was tired of fame and just wanted to chill and write poetry. Apparently, he was a fairly healthy guy outside of the drugs and alcohol abuse. He ate regularly, he slept regularly. He was learning self care and shit. Why would he just have a random heart attack or something? Seems odd, plus there was no autopsy so that was very unlikely. Then you've got the 'He Faked It' theory. It's very easy to string together. Jim was already sick of fame by 1970. He was ready to leave it. In fact, he had already said he was going to quit but Ray convinced him to stay for another six months and he stayed a bit longer. But with the Miami Incident of '69, and all the legal issues that followed, Jim was fucked. He was going to jail if his appeal didn't work. For three years and something months, I believe? Plus several months of hard labour? Jim doesn't seem like a jail or hard labour kind of guy. Not his trip at all. There were also, if my memory serves me correctly, around twenty paternity suits pending against him at the time of his death. Jim already had one of his 'girlfriends' abort when he impregnated her, I don't think Jim was ready for children, at all. Especially not twenty. Not only that, but Jim spoke of it! He talked about faking his death! Jim was in love with the story of Arthur Rimbaud, who at age nineteen grew to be so overwhelmed by fame that he faked his death and moved to Africa. Also, apparently he told Robby Krieger, The Doors' guitarist, that twenty years after his death he ought to expect a call from someone using the name 'Mr Mojo Risin', which was an anagram for his name, Jim Morrison and used in the song L.A Woman. A week before his death, Jim was reportedly seen walking around the graveyard where he was to be buried a week later once he 'died'. A few days before his death, he was supposedly seen in an airport saying goodbye to Pamela. While yes, Jim loved Pamela dearly, maybe along with all that maturing he'd done within the last two years that was completely overlooked by the press and fans and everyone, even up to now, he realized that their relationship was unhealthy. Unlikely, but possible. If he didn't leave her, he probably intended for her to join him, but she died only two years later of a heroin overdose. But lets keep on track here. So he's been seen at the graveyard where he was to be buried a week later, and at a Paris airport a few days before his death, saying goodbye to his girlfriend. Now onto the shady parts. On Jim's death certificate, it says that he died of Heart Failure, as I've already addressed. There was no autopsy, as is common in France. In France, if there is no sign of foul play on the body, then there will be no autopsy. There were no signs of foul play on Jim's body, therefore no autopsy. I've read two different stories when it came to the doctor who signed his death certificate. One states that the doctor, Dr Vassile, did not exist. Another states that the doctor in question refused all interviews when it came to Jim's death. The only person, besides the alleged doctor, to see the body was Pamela Courson, Jim's girlfriend, and the only person he'd probably trust to help him pull this off. Jim was a rock star, he was rich, he could've either paid a doctor to just sign the certificate, or he could've paid someone to forge it. Either way, this is really shady. But there's more. When the Doors manager, Bill Siddons, arrived in Paris upon hearing the news of Jim's death, the coffin was sealed shut with Jim supposedly inside. He never saw the body. The coffin was also a cheap pinewood coffin, only 300$, the cheapest that the cemetery had. There was also a three day blackout. Courson and Siddons denied reports of Jim's death until July 6th, three days after Jim's death on July Third, 1971. No one was notified until then, not the remaining Doors, the press, friends, Jim's family, the US Embassy, no one. Which is pretty weird. Then comes Jim's funeral. Jim's funeral was on July 7th, and only five people were in attendance. Pamela, Bill Siddons, and three close friends of Jim's who lived in Paris. The Doors, Jim's friends in America nor his family were contacted about the funeral. A very quiet funeral. There have also been several notable sightings. Walt Fleischer, who worked as abank teller at Bank of America in San Fransisco, said that a man resembling Jim Morrison completed bank transaction, in his name, after his death. He said he can’t be positive that it was Jim as he never ID-ed him. He'd reportedly dealt with Jim in the past, and having his ID on file, they usually didn't ID customers they knew well, especially rock stars, like Jim, that were easy for them to remember and identify. I've already mentioned people saying that they saw him in an airport days before his death. In the end, we still don't know whether Jim is dead or alive. I want answers, goddamn it! How the fuck, if he is dead, did Jim die? What the fuck? It's been 44 years and no one has fucking solved it! Ray Manzarek said that if anyone could pull it off, it would be Jim. John Densmore, in his book Riders on the Storm, said that he noticed how tiny Jim's grave is. Jim was 6 feet tall, he couldn't fit in a 4 foot plot. Is he dead? Is he alive? Honestly, give me answers. Let's dig up his grave or something, I want to find out. It's been 44 years, I deserve this.
